Bitch

I am a bitch.
I am crying over you again and again.
It shouldn't be in this way.

I am the one wanna break up,
I am the one keep saying life still goes on,
I am the one make you suffering.

Yet

I am in a new relationship.
I am still care n concern about you.
I am still missing you.
I am still crying over you.

However

I will still make the same decision because you are much stronger and better without me now.
How could I forget everything happen between you and me?
How could I forget how much love n hurt you have given to me?
How could I forget our 7 years memories?

I thought I was strong
I thought I was ready
I thought I had let go

Perhaps, I wouldn't meet someone like you again. You always said I am your pillar of strength but you never know you are my best friend, my soul mate and the one I love the most.

Wo ye hen xiang ni.