Duffy - Warwick Avenue

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Meet me by the entrance of the tube
We can talk things over a little time
Promise me you won't step out of line

When I get to Warwick Avenue
Please drop the past and be true
Don't think we're okay just because I'm here
You hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear

I'm leaving you for the last time, baby
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused, out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me

When I get to Warwick Avenue
We'll spend an hour, but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more
I showed you the answers, now here's the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue
I'll tell you baby that we're through

I'm leaving you for the last time, baby
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I've been confused, out of my mind lately
You think you're loving but you don't love me
I want to be free, baby, you've hurt me

All the days spent together, I wished for better
But I didn't want the train to come
Now it's departed, I'm broken-hearted
Seems like we never started

All those days spent together when I wished for better
And I didn't want the train to come! Oh, oh

You think you're loving but you don't love me
I want to be free, baby, you hurt me
You don't love me, I want to be free
Baby, you've hurt me

亲爱的

对不起，
让你们担心了。

雯的一封短信温暖了我的心
恬的talkbox让我感觉得到她真的在努力维系着我们的姐妹情
我和你们有着地理上的距离
但，心却很近很近，很暖很暖

大妮，小妮
你们的担心更是不在话下
现在回想起来我们昨天的所有对话就觉得好好笑

没事的，会好的
解决后就
立正，站好，往前
加油！！！

共勉之

我爱你们，muackSs~

张惠妹《爱让每个人都心碎》

一颗心。两个人

几个月前，一个朋友和相恋四年的女朋友分手
突然叫我们一起去云顶散心
就这样展开了我们疯狂的24小时之旅
还以为是什么事分手
原来，我朋友恋上了另一个女孩子
我当时很好奇
为什么你就只是因为喜欢上了另一个女孩子
就放弃四年的感情
他告诉我说
因为他做不到像其他男生那样
可以一心二用
两边都讨好
他的心，就只能只有一个人
就这样四年感情告终
而和他喜欢的女孩子也无疾而终
因为他喜欢上了有了男朋友的女孩

我常常在想
值得吗？
为一段还没着落
还不知道未来的另一个人
而放弃现在所拥有的
说实在的，我很羡慕他的勇气
还有他的担当
至少不再爱对方后
不是以欺骗，隐瞒来度日
当然，他也有少许的自私
因为他没想到他女朋友的心情
但，至少坦诚会比欺骗来的好
如果得到一个人，但他的心不在你那
那么，心里始终还是寂寞

另一个朋友曾经和我说过
如果不能全心全意地爱一个人
那么对他来说
他会觉得是一种背叛
因为在他的脑里
同样的一颗心，只能有一个人
不能是前男友或新欢
就只能是现在的这一个

我有一个朋友
他的性格，他的谈吐
都是我很讨厌的
可是，很奇怪的
我竟然没有
相反的
我很喜欢这个朋友
他告诉我
他和一年多的女朋友分手
我问为什么
他说感觉吧
感觉没以前那么爱了
然后觉得他女朋友并不是他真正要找的伴侣
而且他觉得回不到从前了
就这样分手
他很自私
他自己也这么认为
可是他就是那种会很坦白跟你说完他所有想法的人

说真的
我对于这种坦白的人总是束手无策
我总是会欣赏那些敢作敢当，坦白的人
人嘛，总是要对自己所做的东西负责任

可是
这些人有时还真的挺自私的
就只是想到自己
没想到那个深爱他的人会多么伤心难过

STOP THREATENING ME!!!!

I don't know why...
Even if I don't talk like a girlfriend
but can you don't talk and behave like a terrorist and threaten me?
U were freaking me out, really!!!

What did I do?
I just don't wan to be ur slave and get bullied by u for the rest of my life
I just shout out my feeling, then I am wrong?
We have been together for 6 years and I can't find any common interest between u and me
I always talked about it but to u, it just like nothing and it's not a problem to u at all
But it is a problem to me.
I always tried to communicate with u and but what I gain is a yell from you
How many times u yelled at me?
How many times u hurt me?
Well, I know u can feel there is a change in me
Because I start to love myself more

There is something you can forgive but never forget
just like what u did to me in the past...
You are a very nice guy and I bet hard to find a man like u outside nowadays
But you just cannot control your temper...
Your temper is horrible and ridiculous sometimes..

I really don't know what can I do now..
I used to believe you are the one in my life
But I start to doubt it since last year

Today you just threatening me
I feel shocked
and I hate it too
I don't care whatever reason
How can u behave like that
Threatening me twice somemore

What did I do that makes u feel that I forced u?
When did I talk to u like a shit?
U keep telling me don't force u and u don know what will u do
and you warning me if i talk to u like you're shit again
then something will happen

Come on, what now?
I am sick of it!!! Really
Oh ya.. I just realised u are not threatening me twice, third instead
Because the last msg u told me is that
"don make me hate u coz something might happen"

Damn.. What will happen?
I really don know how
Why become like this?
My fault again?!!!
Both of us should be responsible for this not only u or me!!!!

This is all the reason that hold me back even if we have been together for so many years...

千依百顺妻子俱乐部

我忍了一个星期
打从我看到这则新闻起
我就每天怒火中烧
什么理由要女人去加入这种俱乐部？
什么理由要让你的妻子比妓女更好？
什么理由在这个年代还会出现这样的东西？

吼！
那男人是不是也要有个这样的俱乐部
赚钱顾家不许花天酒地男人俱乐部
然后要比男妓更会挑逗妻子
要像男妓一样浪漫，一样细心呢？

什么东西嘛？
马来西亚是个美好，美丽的国家
可是，就是有些人讲话没经大脑
做些毫无意义的事情

扫墓风波

那天，恬突然personal talkbox我
说她读了我的部落格后发现我和uncle之间的问题
问我现在怎么样了
我匆匆赶着去做工
忘了回她
昨晚，一个朋友突然也提起了这件事
问我扫墓风波怎么样了
还提醒我更新我的blog
现在我在想
到底有哪个朋友是在看我的blog而我却完全不知道的
因为知道它存在的人真的很少，哈哈~

呃。。。至于扫墓风波
其实还是有点手尾
我努力地在和他说话
可是他完全当我透明
但现在好多了
至少他还会假假地不要理我
不像之前态度那么强硬
相处18年来
第一次这么久没说话
从开始的伤心、难过
到后来似乎渐渐习惯
才突然顿悟为什么大妮，小妮之前可以这么久没说话
或许大家都已经忘了当初吵架，冷战的原因
但，久而久之，就习惯了这样没和彼此说话的生活

默许

希望就如你所说的，是我自己在逼我的潜意识作祟。。。
没事的，真的没事的。。。
会过去的，一定会过去的。。。