STOP THREATENING ME!!!!

I don't know why...
Even if I don't talk like a girlfriend
but can you don't talk and behave like a terrorist and threaten me?
U were freaking me out, really!!!

What did I do?
I just don't wan to be ur slave and get bullied by u for the rest of my life
I just shout out my feeling, then I am wrong?
We have been together for 6 years and I can't find any common interest between u and me
I always talked about it but to u, it just like nothing and it's not a problem to u at all
But it is a problem to me.
I always tried to communicate with u and but what I gain is a yell from you
How many times u yelled at me?
How many times u hurt me?
Well, I know u can feel there is a change in me
Because I start to love myself more

There is something you can forgive but never forget
just like what u did to me in the past...
You are a very nice guy and I bet hard to find a man like u outside nowadays
But you just cannot control your temper...
Your temper is horrible and ridiculous sometimes..

I really don't know what can I do now..
I used to believe you are the one in my life
But I start to doubt it since last year

Today you just threatening me
I feel shocked
and I hate it too
I don't care whatever reason
How can u behave like that
Threatening me twice somemore

What did I do that makes u feel that I forced u?
When did I talk to u like a shit?
U keep telling me don't force u and u don know what will u do
and you warning me if i talk to u like you're shit again
then something will happen

Come on, what now?
I am sick of it!!! Really
Oh ya.. I just realised u are not threatening me twice, third instead
Because the last msg u told me is that
"don make me hate u coz something might happen"

Damn.. What will happen?
I really don know how
Why become like this?
My fault again?!!!
Both of us should be responsible for this not only u or me!!!!

This is all the reason that hold me back even if we have been together for so many years...