man

i need a man..
i mean a real one...

there's tons of guys out there can treat me nice and they are good maybe
but i know it's very difficult to find a man who only loves you and he wont betray you..
one night stand without any love or chemical relationship also counted as betray, isn't it?

as time goes by, i start to understand what Nick Gor told me before..

I have learnt bit by bit and it's time to grow up.. face the cruelty REAL world..
u understand the rules, u learn it, last, what u can do is to accept it..
if not? Fine, just escape it..
but in the end, u might find out u're the only one and u're alone~